Blum reda cerita pembunuhan kejam Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya dan 3 orang rakannya, sia dikejutkan lagi dengan satu lagi berita pembunuhan kejam dan kali ini ia berlaku hampir dengan sia. Um, not that near lah, but at the same state and buli sia cakap driving distance, well, it's quite near juga. The disappearance and subsequently murder of Annie John Dismas, a nurse from Kudat was on the lips of everybody especially Sabahan who indeed very shocked because of this case.

I personally don't know her. Although she went to the same University as me. She's taken different courses from me so i might never see her at the campus. She come from Kudat, where i do have a lot of friends from there and few nurses friend from the northern part of Sabah. Her fiance was from Kg. Mahandoi, Penampang, Not far from where i used to live, and i do have a lot of relative residing there. So when i first heard of this story on Saturday (the disappearance) and the finding of a semi-nude bodies inside a drain at Taman Kingfisher, Likas Today (the murder), i could not help myself to ask around just to get the latest news about this.

Semi-Nude? yep... That was what is being written in the news. A lot of you might have an idea on how was the crime committed, rite? No need for me to elaborate more, as this could instill pain for her family and friends who might be reading this. I know it's hard for them to accept this, especially the way she died.

I don't want to speculate the motive of this crime. At this time of writing, i guess police are still investigating this. A lot of 'theory' is buzzing around, especially on the internet, where people express their feeling toward this crime. As i say, speculating is not my main purpose of writing this, i hope that readers would not put their own speculation or theory about this incident.

I've followed the murder case of Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya closely via the internet. That gruesome murder happened because of 'a business deal turn sour' (as quoted by many newspaper). The prosecution team is working very hard to collect evidence to bring the suspect to justice the gallows. How life so easily been taken away just because of that event. Well, this is how a criminals acted. They get what they want and they'll do anything to get it. Even killing.

Back to the late Annie stories. A very dedicated nurse, as per describe by her colleague at the Kudat Hospital, she's enrolled for a Bachelor in Nursing Studies at Open Universities Malaysia (OUM) was was supposed to attend weekend classes there. Such a high hope but ends so quickly because of one human ANIMAL. Ya, animal!!! Why do i call him/her that. Well, God gave us brain to think and act wisely. Tapi ni, think and act foolishly. Sia rasakan ini urang yg buat ni penuh dengan bisikan syaitan di telinga dia. Whether he/she did it purposely or not, it doesn't matter anymore. Annie's gone and gone too soon. Was supposed to get marry next year (according to one of her relative) and yet this animal action kills all what could be a happy day for her. Kepada pembunuh Annie John Dismas, or urang yg kenal ni pembunuh, kali saudara dia ka, yang terbaca ni, read this:

I'M HERE NOT TO JUDGE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE. I'M NO GOD FOR DOING THAT. FURTHERMORE I THINK YOU ARE NOT WORTH TO RECEIVE A JUDGMENT FROM ME. NOT EVEN CONDEMNING YOU... NOT WORTH IT. I HOPE YOU ARE READY TO FACE THE REALITY THAT NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO, SOMEHOW OR SOMEDAY YOU WILL GET CAUGHT! IF NOT IN THIS WORLD, THEN MUST BE IN AFTER WORLD. WELL IF YOU GOT CAUGHT NOW AND BEEN SENTENCE TO DEATH, YOU WILL RECEIVE TWO PUNISHMENT. SO READY LAH KO BINATANG. KO PINYA KEPINTARAN NDA AKAN BANTU KO LAGI... SAMADA KO MEMBUNUH DENGAN NIAT ATAU TIDAK, SMUA URANG AKAN LABEL KO SEBAGAI SEORANG PEMBUNUH!!! 

Seeing the way some of her friends express their feeling towards this incident, i could say that Annie John Dismas was a wonderful person. Someone who is so lovable, friendly and caring. It's a loss when Annie John Dismas left their friends and family. I wouldn't want to imagine how they feel because i know this is hurting.To all Annie John Dismas friends and family who might stumble upon this blog, Condolence from the deepest of my heart! Please be patient as this might be God greatest test to you all. Keep on praying for Annie's soul. I will...

KaDuS Bilang:
Cukup lah sia cakap ni... macam banyak uda... ANNIE JOHN DISMAS, although don't know you, i just wish your soul will Rest In Peace. My prayers will go with you. May the perpetrators of this will be revealed soon and we know who did this to you. Rest In Peace...

Finally... it's Sunday. This was one of the most hectic, stressful, shocking and sad week in my life. I wish i never been in this kind of situation anymore, but i only could wish... God is the one who decide it. Like the way He took my cousin last Saturday...

Last Saturday, i was at the office doing overtime. Friday, was at Kudat and was sick because of the non-stop raining weather over there. But i still think that i am up to the work and just go on Saturday, although i have difficulties waking up in the morning. Just starting to do my job, phone start ringing, and my dad called, telling me that my cousin is unconscious and has been rushed to the hospital. When i arrived, he was already gone... That is the starting of my miserable week.

Come Monday, The new Computer System is scheduled to be launched live by the management. I have no option but to skip work, and attend my cousin funeral, which was held on the same day. But the Go-Live plan was not materialized, as there is some things to be sorted out, and re-scheduled for 19 Jan 2010. Came back to work on Tuesday, was bombarded with tasks, i.e. making sure everything runs smooth. Although my mind not that ready, as I'm still mourning or the sudden death of my cousin, I've tried my best to overcome it. Not that successful though as the memories remains...

Wednesday, the effect of rain at Kudat and on the day of the Funeral, starting to emerge. Sign of dizziness, plus my body temperature slowly risen up... But it become worst on Thursday, my stomach giving me problems, as i've turned the office toilet as my second office. hehehehe... Suspect food poisoning. Afternoon, my body temperature, rose up dramatically and i was weak until the evening. Sikit lai nda buli drive pulang, tapi sia paksa juga lah...

Friday, i'm taking emergency leave as once again, i have troubles waking up, but this time, it has become worst. Kepala berat btul, badan panas... and the first thing yang sia buli buat after sia dapat bangun... visiting the toilet, yet again. Time to see the doctor, tapi petang sudah baru sia daat pigi ni... Yesterday, Migraine pula ynag mengattack... arrrgghhhh...

On top of everything, Stress is the number one word for me in January. With works, life, commitments and my surroundings. It's really hard for me to take this. How can you live in a very stressful situation created by someone who things he owned everthing? nda juga pernah begini before, but since this dude arrived, i have to be extra careful when doing things or talk, as everything will be used against me. Huhuhuhu. The worst thing is, this dude proud of his Stressful Enviroment of his creation and eager to get people live in his way of life... gosh...

So tommorow, a new days, a new weeks... hope everything will be back to normal, except for the stressful situation. I doubt it will end soon. Dunno when it will end... Dear God, help me to overcome this...

KaDuS Bilang:
Saja menulis sesuatu yang terbuku di hati sia ni... hmmm...